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Note to Self (Mini Album)

by Murray Johnstone

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1.
I don't understand how anything works No I don't understand at all When I've looked at the world in pieces When I've searched for the model and make No i can't find where the key fits It's bent out of original shape I don't understand how anything works No I don't understand at all Like why would we follow religions? Why don't we just follow love? Who says there's hell underneath us Who says there's heaven above? Well how come the rich are getting richer When there's so many poor sleeping rough? And how come in school they don't teach us Nothing that matters that much? I don't understand how anything works No I don't understand at all If I can't get me some answers then How will I even know Am I asking the right questions? Have I been living or dying slow?
2.
Abigail 05:14
Teenage infatuation, my secret one We'd hide underneath the covers til' the morning comes Lately i've thought about her and where did she go After those magazines and those old tv shows Abigail, darlin' where'd you disappear to? Yeah I've thought of you all through the years oh Abigail I wonder if she's living this city life Yes I think i've seen her ride the Sandringham line Or maybe she's spending all her days alone Out in the country side where wild flowers grow Abigail, darlin' where'd you disappear to? Yeah I've thought of you all through the years oh you know Hey it's been a long while babe Now where you've been all my life? Let's call it a night babe Before we go on our own ways We can turn down the lights Some nights I dream of her and sometimes I don't Sometimes it's a party line and we're not alone And i've kept those memories for all of this time Now they help me warm away these cold winter nights Abigail, darlin' where'd you disappear to? Yeah I've thought of you all through the years oh Abigail, did the rain come down to meet you? Did you sail far away over the sea? Oh' Abigail
3.
When I was young my mum and dad said son before you go to bed You gotta brush your teeth and say your nightly prayers I’d ask the lord for racing cars and fancy clothes and sweet guitars Then tuck myself in tight and rest my head And then I got older I went to school but I didn’t study much- I didn’t like the rules I just hung out with all the cool kids everyday We’d drink some beer out on the street and talk to girls and smoke some weed And when I got home my mum and dad would say You gotta get your shit together or you’re in for stormy weather You gotta get a little plan right from the start You gotta get your shit together right now-it’s now or never Or everything you are will fall apart Then I grew up and lost my way I held up the local IGA The police came and locked me up in jail The judge he gave me 7 years, mama wiped away daddy's tears In both their minds well that was the last nail But I learned to read and write and cook I studied hard, read every book, they let me out in 5 on good behaviour I got a job down on the coast, cooking bacon eggs and toast And started saving for a rainy day You gotta get your shit together or you’re in for stormy weather You gotta get a little plan right from the start You gotta get your shit together right now-it’s now or never Or everything you know will fall apart Well I bought me that old racing car, these fancy clothes, this here guitar And I say things now like "another day-another dollar" And I’m learning how to play the game I know there ain’t no easy way But everyday I stand a little taller So if you find you ain’t no good and people say you’re as dumb as wood And nothing ever seems to work your way Give yourself a second look, take a leaf out of this book Go stand up to the mirror and say You gotta get your shit together or you’re in for stormy weather You gotta get a little plan right from the start You gotta get your shit together right now-it’s now or never Or everything you are will fall apart You gotta get your shit together or you’re in for stormy weather You gotta’ hook up that old horse before the cart Or everything you know will fall apart Or everything you are will fall apart Yeah every fucking thing will fall apart
4.
If we don’t go now we’re never gonna’ make it home If we don’t know how we shouldn’t be here alone If we don’t get it right, This whole thing babe we’re gonna’ blow our disguise, It’s late, we’ll get all wound up, ignore the line If we both turn around we could just sleep it off Put the wine and beer down maybe we’ve had enough Then we won’t have to lie, we know This all won’t mess up our heads But I don’t wanna’ sleep if you don’t wanna’ keep I know you gotta’ leave but I don’t wanna’ say goodnight If we don’t calm down we’re never gonna’ make it Turn it off somehow and reel it in for the night If we don’t go our own ways we’ll Just follow all the same old mistakes But I don’t wanna’ sleep if you don’t wanna’ keep I know you gotta’ leave but I don’t wanna’ say goodbye If we don’t go now we’re never gonna’ make it home
5.
Neon lights the city streets I step through another scene And slide on down the alleyways All the way home I'm haunted by silhouettes And voices in my head Sometimes they call on me When I'm all alone, they say Once you're up close to the heart Every now and then you fell them around Out kicking up the dirt and the dust Out walking with the ghosts of this town A woman lights a cigarette Her hands curled over it A bluebird on her wrist And blue eyes full of stars She says love's just a memory She keeps hid and out of reach She talks all night to every empty seat at the bar she says Once you get up close to the heart Every now and then you see them around Out kicking up the dirt and the dust Out walking with the ghosts of this town Over my shoulder
6.
An old time country singing man An old guitar he knows like the back of his hand They said he'd gone doing what he liked Travelling the road and 'til the day he died You'd never heard him on the radio And ain't that a crying shame Cos he sang about life and he sang about about sorrow And you could hear the heartbreak in his vocal take Yeah you could hear it all And he sang about love like he'd been through the ringer You could hear his heartstring growing tired and bend In the death of the country singer The people came from miles around And flowers were piling up With messages and photographs They sang 'You'll never walk alone again' Well ain't that a crying shame His funeral motorcade, a long line of cars And that winding road was calling him home Home up to the stars They said you'll find him in the words he sang Sewn in between the lines The light from his soul blinding and strong Like sun in your eyes The death of the country singer

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released May 1, 2021

All songs: Murray Johnstone
All instruments played by Murray Johnstone except*
*Get Your Shit Together (Organ: Bryson Mulholland)
*Never Gonna Make It (Piano:Phil Gardener)
Recorded / mixed by Murray Johnstone at Ol' Mutha Hubbard, Brunswick East, Melbourne. Australia.
Mastered by Paul Fox at Indie Masters, Melbourne Australia

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